Bad News Update

[Jamieson Wolf Villeneuve]

Hey Everyone,

Well, Mitch and I had a talk last night.  I will be moving out for 
September 1st.  In the mean time, I will probably find a friends to 
stay at for a week or so, just to get my barings and reground myself. 

Everything I tried to talk about with him (his controlling, his 
obsessivness about cleaning and the way to do it, how he made me feel, 
etc.) it was like hitting a wall.  He had his own answers for 
everything and was not willing to listen to any of mine. 

When I asked why he just didn't come to me and say "Jamieson, I'm 
unhappy", he couldn't answer me.  He said instead that perhaps he had 
chosen the wrong course of action.  I laughed at him.  He didn't like 
that too much. 

He also cheated on me. He was looking for his bus pass an said, "I 
must of left it at that guys house."

I then confronted him on cheating on me.

He was like: Well, it didn't seem that important, I didn't have a good
time.

I was like: But you just forgot to mention it to me?

Him: I wasn't feeling well.

Me: You told me about the guy hitting on you in the bar, blah blah 
blah, but you just happend to leave out that you went back to his 
place? it's not like it's something you would FORGET to mention.
 
Him: It didn't seem important, so I really didn't feel there was an
issue. 

Me: There was an issue, you cheated on me. We were still going out at
the time.

Him: I knew you would react this way.

 AAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

Anywho, I just lauged at him some more.  I then told him I wanted to 
get out as soon as possible.  He couldn't see why I didn't want to 
stay in the apartment for as long as I had to. "Well," I said, "you 
broke up with me." His response? "So?". Um, like hello???? 

I find the whole situation quite laughable.  I suppose I knew this was 
coming in some way. Thus, I have had my day or two to grieve.  I hate 
grieving, so I will not spend too much time on something I can't 
change.  I will remain positive and try to be optimistic, as hard as 
that's going to be. 

I just wanted to publically thank everyone who has written to me, or 
commented on this or wished me well.  You all rock my world, and I owe 
you all so very very much.  It's good to have a 'second family' that I 
can cound on and you mean a lot to me.

Hugs to all,
Jamieson