Oppression, Racism and Other Happy Things
Ebony
ebonyink at hotmail.com
Wed Sep 5 03:34:14 UTC 2001
--- In HPFGU-OTChatter at y..., Nethilia De Lobo <nethilia at y...> wrote:
> Hmm...
I actually had a friend whose mother would not buy her
> white Barbie dolls because she hated white people and
> couldn't understand how I could own so many dolls of
> various races.
While I don't agree with the sentiment and certainly not
the "hatred", I understand what's behind the doll thing. I had a
long post to explain this... but I closed the window and lost it.
For best results, the following essays are highly
recommended: "Migratory Subjectivities" by Carol Boyce Davies and
*especially* "Material Girl: The Effects of Postmodern Culture" by
Susan Bordo.
While I own dolls of all different races and always have, I do
understand how important it is to raise a girl with a healthy self-
image. That means not only giving her toys of varying skin tones,
but also of various body shapes. After all, who looks like Barbie in
RL?
I get along with white people better than I
> ever have black people, mainly because they don't give
> a damn that I'm smart and don't aspire to spend my
> life complaining about how Da Man keeps me down and
> then go pick up my welfare check.
When I was younger, I used to secretly think this way... that's why
I'm glad I had a Reality Check: 1) I became a teenager/young adult
and began to work and learn within mainstream society, in situations
where I was the "only" or "one of the few" and 2) I attended a
historically black university.
This taught me two things. First, the idea that if you are "smart"
and black doesn't mean that you are going to be automatically
embraced by all of mainstream white society or feel very comfortable
there. Even if you desperately want to. Even if you ingratiate
yourself to the point of looking rather foolish. Whenever you forget
what you look like, seems like there's *always* that person behind
the register or in the police car or in some other power position
there to remind you. Always. After a while, I've found many middle-
to-upper class blacks get tired of that sort of "yanking". We
pretend it doesn't exist a lot, but it does.
Second, there are plenty of blacks who value education and learning.
I met a lot of them from all over the nation and the world at my
university. This did wonders for my self-image. I love my undergrad
institution, support it, and am encouraging interested students here
in Detroit to attend FAMU and schools like it.
I wanted to share my experiences this summer traveling to the UK with
a bunch of American college students from all over the country, but
the post got eaten! Suffice it to say that I plan to write a series
of essays from the notes I took. It was *definitely* an eye-opener.
Summary: Compared to the UK and the bit I saw of France, America is
interesting. To say the least.
> Sometimes I think
> people delibrately keep themselves down--there's a
> girl who I grew up with, who saw her mother chose
> drugs over her family (the youngest was born with
> crack in his system), and slept around (her 8 children
> all have about 6 different fathers (I shouldn't talk,
> as me and my sisters have different fathers and me and
> my brother have different mothers, but we're spaced
> out over about 18 years)), and yet, instead of
> accepting her scholarship and going to college, she
> lays around the house, with different men and smokes
> all day. And she's two years younger than me.
I think that this description is not symptomatic of race per se; it's
symptomatic of class. My father's parents and sibs all fit the above
description... my paternal aunts had babies too soon and my uncles
are in and out of prison. My mother's parents were of a different
class... her sister and brother went to Michigan and Stanford
respectively. My grandparents own quite a bit of property. My
grandfather owned his own business. So in my grandparents' eyes,
although they loved my dad my mother married "down"... and my
grandmother is always warning my sisters and I not to let history
repeat itself.
According to the latest census, the majority of African Americans in
2000 were in the working to lower middle class, not below the poverty
line.
I was going to end my e-mail here. But I guess the next question
would be, "Then why do blacks want reparations?" The answer for me
would be that not all of us do... last month the topic came up at a
family gathering and the consensus was twofold (translating! :-D):
1) If you're sitting on your behind waiting on a check, then you're
going to be waiting for a very long time. 2) Reparations would be a
denigration of what our ancestors suffered. There isn't enough money
to pay for the havoc the slave trade wrought not only in the
Americas, but in Africa.
The two arguments against reparations that do annoy me are
these: "There are no slaves alive" and the related "I never enslaved
anyone." The first shows that the person has no knowledge of
American history between the end of Reconstruction and WWII and the
LEGAL STATUS of blacks during this time period. It isn't like the
those formerly enslaved could have actually walked into a U.S. court
between 1880 and 1939 and demanded compensation for their labor...
the Jim Crow South was quite a bit like apartheid in South Africa.
And then the "I never enslaved anyone" thing makes my teeth hurt. I
never picked any cotton or chopped sugar cane, either, but the fact
remains that the class structures that are in place in America today
are indicative of what went on in the past. My great-grandfather
owned his own business in Alabama and it was torched to the ground...
my grandfather owned his own business and it was swindled away from
him on trumped-up charges. There was no legal forum where they could
ask for a redress of grievances. Tell me, how many times *do* people
have to start over?
Who cares about money? I'd much rather mainstream America shake off
its collective amnesia that seems to be getting worse by the year. I
laugh a lot when I read or watch the news. It seems as if the media
wants people to eventually think that the "perpetual urban
underclass" was teleported here from another planet. To expect a
people devastated to recover from 400 years' worth of collective
blows in 40 short years is sheer arrogance. All things considered, I
find it surprising that we've been able to survive, thrive and
contribute to the American framework in the way that we have.
To finish this off, I think that some want reparations because
there's this feeling that *something* has to be done en masse within
black America. From 1619 to 1865, we looked toward freedom... from
1865 to 1964 we looked towards being regarded as citizens of the
United States with full constitutional rights. Since 1964 you've had
the desolation of the urban centers via drugs... and in the wake of
drugs, you have poverty and despair. (This is why hip-hop is not a
deliquent art form... it's a dystopian one! What kind of music do
you expect these kids to create, folk tunes about the blooming
countryside? Please!) The reparations movement is highly misguided
IMO, but at least it is acknowledging that things are still not as
they ought to be.
Nethilia, I look around my family and my old neighborhood and I get
frustrated sometimes too. Be encouraged. And don't give up on those
you know who are like that... they need someone like you around more
than you know.
--Ebony AKA AngieJ
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