*removes curtain*

[sineadsiobhan]

*removes the curtain, takes off her Mafalda costume, kicks it aside, 
mutters at herself for doing such a stupid thing, all because she was 
pissed off at a number of things over the weekend and decided to vent 
her anger under a pseudonym name* 

I know I did an incredibly stupid thing by posting under an unknown 
name. I was really pissed off and I did a dumb thing venting like
that 
to the list. I know I've offended the list greatly and I've been 
feeling guilty and feeling really, really bad. I'm glad you guys gave 
me a beating for being so high and mighty and other stuff...

I don't blame you guys for being mad at me, I realized, right after I 
posted the last one, that it was a mistake all along and I was 
incredibly immature to do that. I was really blind by anger, really I 
was. I had a fight with my boyfriend, my suitemate told me to leave, 
and all sorts of schnit. I can't bring myself to be angry on my name 
(hence the pseudonym) and I'm really and truly sorry that it has 
happened and I'm sorry that if Mafalda/Sinead tried to break up the 
list. 

Now that I've revealed myself to a *gulp* 600-some list, I'll wait
for 
the many admonishes from you guys, because I deserve them for being 
dumb for posting such a stupid letter. then I'll leave you guys alone 
because you don't need me around this board for doing such an 
incredibly stupid thing. 

*cringes and walks to the door, walks out of the door, and shuts it 
quietly as she sniffles and goes to work on her Social Science and
her 
Oxford essay, feeling bad for angering the masses of OT-chatter and 
won't do it again if she joins another fandom*