Irrational childhood fears
Wendy
hebrideanblack at earthlink.net
Sun Oct 26 19:25:17 UTC 2003
"Tracy" wrote:
> Since it's Halloween season and time to talk of all things scary,
> here's a topic. What basically harmless things scared you as a
child
> (for example, a certain toy or household item)?
This is fun. I sometimes think of myself as being a little bundle of
irrational fears, but I know it's really not *that* bad. I'm still
afraid of heights (not entirely irrational) and of swimming in water
I can't see into, for fear of being attacked by a shark. Also not
entirely irrational, except that I can't swim in lakes (no sharks
there), nor in swimming pools unless someone else is swimming with
me (to "get my back" as it were). ::grin:: Funnily enough, I wasn't
afraid of water like this as a child - I used to swim in the Pacific
Ocean all the time as a child, sometimes even at night. But around
age 20 I started getting freaky about it (and no, this did not
happen right after seeing "Jaws" - that movie came out several years
prior to the onset of my phobia).
As a child, the "harmless" item that scared me the most were dolls.
I hated dolls (still don't really like them, actually), which was
unfortunate because my mother is a doll FANATIC. So there were dolls
everywhere in our house - except in my bedroom, where I wouldn't
allow them. I was afraid they'd come to life at night and hurt me. I
liked stuffed animals instead, and had dozens (still have several of
them, in fact). Stuffed animals = nice; Dolls = evil.
I was also not fond of cockroaches and stinging insects; I've
managed to get over both of these things in terms of being afraid of
them. I still don't like roaches (does anyone? <g>), and I'm now
able to be in the same vicinity with most stinging insects without
having to run screaming. <g>
I also used to get freaked out out by horror movies - particularly
ones with aliens. Still a bit freaked out by the thought of aliens.
I remember this one movie in particular that had these aliens with
huge heads and long, razor-like fingers. The scene I remember most
clearly is one of this alien attacking a cow. It was a really old
and horribly bad movie (I would have been watching it in the 1970s,
but it was probably somewhat older than that). I was so scared I hid
under the dinner table. Which begs the question - what on earth were
my parents thinking making me watch a film like this during
dinner?!? Argh. No wonder I'm a fearful wreck now! <grin>
:-)
Wendy
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