OMG OMG fangirl *squee* moment

[Dina Lerret]

For those in the US, the CW uploads full episodes at http://video.cwtv.com/

The Supernatural episode I'm having an 'OMG' fangirl moment over is
Heart and it isn't uploaded yet but will be at that site.

OMG!  I gotta get the fangirl excitement out... OMG OMG OMG! {does
girly hand fluttering}

Oh. My. Gawd.

Okay, I'm a Jared fangirl, but *daaamn*, for those times when I'm
thinking how hot femininity is and how hot Jared's girlfriend, Sandra
McCoy is (she's adorable and sexy)... OMG, wow, Jared Padalecki's body
is *ripped*.  Gotta get in another *OMG*.  I agree with his co-star,
Jensen Ackles, Jared should be naked more often.  And then Jared's
character of Sam is bawling his eyes out... aaawwww and Jensen does
his Dean 'single tear' as he sees his character's brother... Oh man,
I'm reminded of how some fans complain about when they believe some
fanfic has guys crying too much, and well, {does windshield wiper
motion} yeah, *major* waterworks in tonight's ep.

Anyway, Sera Gamble wrote the ep, Heart, and her background with some
erotica writing... oh my, {big grin} *nice* sex scene.

I wrote this in a journal:
"From an editing standpoint and totally shallow, the 'Sam gets laid
scene' was filmed for gals... and gay guys. {g} Note most of the
scenes focused on Jared's arms, chest, back, and hands."

There's more to this episode and all the interesting moments, very
angsty, *classic* Dean moments, *classic* Sam *and* Dean moments, and
Silent Lucidity as the final song!  I remember it from when it first
came out.  Post-episode watching excitement and even less coherency.

Oh, and I agree with Killa when she wrote what attracted her to
fandoms (http://killabeez.livejournal.com/224358.html ) and
Supernatural's characters of Sam and Dean fit:
"1. Take two beautiful, emotionally available, strong characters.
2. With a shared mission.
3. Who no one else can understand half so well as they understand each other.
4. Isolate them from society, and make them trust each other more than
they trust themselves.
5. Make them go through hell together.
6. While engaging in periodic, emotionally revealing intimacy.
7. Mix in a heavy measure of interesting, preferably supernatural
mytharc, and stir."

Heh, and I remember Killa mostly from her Kirk/Spock fanfic. :-)  Good
to see her delving into SPN and Sam/Dean.

>From amusing moments that made me smile to angsty moments that made me
cry, good episode tonight!

Dina