Michael Jackson.

[maria]

Hi,Guys,I am jumping in here and hope you don't mind my thoughts on MJ and his death.

First of all this was very unexpected, when I logged in this morning is when I first found out and it just came too close to home for me. First Farrah, I even bought her shampoo growing up! Then MJ, I had 2-3 of his Lp's, bought Thriller on cassette and must of seen the Thriller video in school a thousand times! I even remember him being at Madison Square Garden! I mean I heard the screaming outside Madison Square Garden!!

Anyways I was not an all out fan, never attended his concerts or bought all his music..I remember have 45's of the Jacksons and loved the song BEN, I even remember watching the Jackson 5 cartoon after school!

So yes it has hit me! At noon today I decided to find out more, and backed and forthed between CNN and MSNBC and these are the questions that immediatly comes to mind. Who was the person who called in the 911 call? No one even considered to question that.. Apprently his doctor was not the only one with MJ because he made the call while the doctor was doing CPR. Being that he had a personal doctor, wouldn't the doctor know to lie MJ on the floor to administer CPR as the paramedic told him to do? Also apparantly the police know where the doctor is and because the doctor already spoke with them, why are they waiting to requestion him again? To me it seems they are giving him the option to go and talk with them, when it should be them getting on with talking to him immediatly since he was there with him! I also think they are thinking something otherwise why tow the car? It was also stated that the doctor and MJ met up in Las Vegas, so I am assuming this doctor knew MJ's history quite well. There is also the question of him leaving, why would he do that? For how long? They did say they were trying to keep him alive all they way to the hospital, but there was no confirmation that his own doctor rode there with him, or was there giving him CPR. According to the corroner there was no one there to sign the death certificate and the time they announced his death in the ER will stand as is. I believe he died at his home.

I also wonder about this confidentiality clause that everyone has to sign when meeting MJ and his family. When they spoke with Deepak Chapra(sorry for the spelling) he quite opened up about alot! He even said he would give names but will do so later after the police has a chance to investigate! That is being very Bold!!! I kept wondering if he signed a contract. The corroner said the cause was being deferred, they did not even mention a heart attack anymore, does that mean that wasn't the cause as they initially thought?

And his children......I think this is all about the money here. I mean Rowe didn't want her kids and was paid off, so I am thinking if she thinks they will get some kind of money there will be a fight for custody. But my biggest shock is that MJ is not their real father! This could be ugly! I hope he cared enough to make a will because that might be the only way, he has a chance being that he wasn't the kids real dad.

Also his fortune...Is there anything left? I imagine he is so much in debt that if there were anything left it would go on owed debt/taxes! leaving the kids/family with nothing. So many questions, MJ has inner tormoil, he did not like his self. I truly think he wanted out and just didn't know how to go about it or know what to do but entertain since it was embedded in him at an early age. I have a feeling its going to get quite ugly surrounding his death, either way he is gone, something should've been done long ago, why didn't anyone care to help him then? Money is not the answer. It is very sad and shocking. Hope he finds peace now.

Maria