Draco/

[Rita Winston]

No: HPFGUIDX 11724

--- In HPforGrownups at y..., heidi <heidi.h.tandy.c92 at a...> wrote:
>  
> BTW- when is the next chapter of Bad Dreams coming up? When I have
> the time tomorrow, I'll send you an email review of it : )

Someone actually wants Episode 2 of Bad Dreams?? !!1
**catlady dances happily**
**catlady purrs**

In that case, I will take it off the back burner

where I had put it so I could relax by writing Episode 4 & Episode 5 
of the Lilyfic simultaneously. The Lilyfic is incredibly much easier 
to write, not only because it is in CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER, not only 
because the characters are not heavily into concealing their feelings 
from each other, but I'm not constantly FIGHTING with the characters: 

In post #11722, Alex Corvus (I am not sure I am mentally agile 
enough to follow a conversation between Alex and Alex) wrote:

> I like darkness and twistiness and damaged characters and
> unhealthy relationships, and that's never safe for the
> characters. I'm very much into the high-drama aspect of I hate you,
> I don't want to love you, I despise you, why can't I help myself
> being attracted to you? Love and rage and need and desire and fear
> twisted around each other and fueling each other? I'm so there. 
> It's certainly *not* a dynamic I'd want to act out in real life,
> but I crave it in my fanfiction.

Love and rage and need and desire and fear twisted around each other 
and fueling each other: (Love, transference, projection, 
self-loathing, ethical violations, conflicts of loyaltiese): Damn, it 
is difficult to write.