OoP: Pain, pain, pain

[emmamariebee]

No: HPFGUIDX 61711

Vinnia, thanks for the message: YES, I feel empty, sad, exhausted, 
depressed--and completely insane for feeling all of this about a 
fictional character.  But there it is.  

I can't imagine the next book without Sirius--or rather, I can, but 
it's so depressing that I think I'm going to have to eat chocolate 
every day for the next two or three years while we're waiting for 
it. 

Thanks to Karen for thoughts about the "silver lining"--the first 
tiny rays of lightness I've seen in the last few hours since I 
finished.  (I tried to post a reply to you, but I don't think it 
worked . . . I'm pretty much a novice at this discussion thing.)

I keep trying to think about other parts of the book, but that long, 
silent howl going up in my heart probably needs a bit more time to 
die down . . . 

Oh man, oh man do I miss every devoted-stubborn-brave-reckless-wise-
immature-confident-desperate bit of him.

"emmamariebee"