just my thoughts

[kfc4588]

No: HPFGUIDX 61827

OK, I finished the book well over a day ago and I have been looking 
for somewhere to spil out all my thoughts and hooray! I found a place!

(SPOILERS AHEAD)








First of all I would like to say that I am still crying over Sirius's 
death, he was one of my favorite characters and i REALLY did not want 
him to die. I was so upset because i know it could have been 
prevented by Sirius himself, Harry and Dumbledore yet none of them 
prevented it and it makes me mad, but still i know there was a reason 
for it to happen. I really hope he comes back at least in a small way 
to talk to harry (maybe harry+LV's wands can connect again!)He was 
the colsest thing harry had to a parent and now he is gone :( I 
started to not liek Mrs.Wasley that much in this book because of the 
way she was to Sirius but now she is again Harry's only parent like 
figure. I was glad Sirius didn't become a ghost bc I didn't think he 
would be afraid of death and he wasn't, I just agree that "he didn't 
want to go at all" and that line really made me feel extra bad that 
he had to go before it was necessary. I hope Lupin steps up now for 
Harry bc he is the only one of the 4 not dead or on LV's side. I was 
wondering why Wormtail wasn't even in this book (did i miss him?) but 
i thought he would appear. I also have a major question that i really 
didn't understand, I just got really lost so could someone please 
help me out here? I really didn't get the point of the veil, like was 
it just there? or did anyone that went behind it die? or what was it 
there for? and what were the voices? would Sirius have lived if he 
didn't fall behind the veil because the red light that killed him was 
obviously not AK...?

I was really mad at Dumbledore this book for being so rude to Harry 
and the end didn't really make me feel all that better about it. 
Sirius might not have died had Dumbledore just stepped up. I also 
wish he would top being so old, I know his time is almost up but I 
was hoping he wouldn't like die of natural causes, I think he should 
have a more heroic death, don't you? I was also mad at Harry for 
being so rude sometimes but I completly understood him because I felt 
liek yelling for him sometimes, also I felt like crying for him 
sometimes when he didn't, like for stupid reasons like getting thrown 
off the Quidditch team and not being prefect when his 2 best friends 
were... I also didn't really understand why DUmbledore didn't make 
him a prefect-- and do you think that him crying was significant? it 
made me sad....

I have to add that what ripped my heart out was when it was said that 
LV realized that Sirius was the one thing Harry would do anything to 
save-- idk why but this made me cry (yet again). It's also a little 
strange that Harry must either be killed or kill in the end, but it 
really gives JK something to work with for the next books. Also, do 
you think that the DUrsley's will really obey the threats given by 
Moody&co at the station or will harry have a miserable summer again? 
it can't be as bad though because he now knows why he has to return 
to his "home" at privet drive every summer

I just hope dumbledore is nicer to Harry next book and we find out 
more about his parents in next book, more about the relations to 
gryffindor... i would also like to see Lestrange killed (maybe by 
Harry- I'd love to see him master a unforgiveable curse after she 
taunted him about not being able to do it)

just one mroe question- why do they keep callign ahrry a half blood-- 
correct me if im wrong but a halfblood is someone liek LV with one 
muggle one magic parent- and harry has 2 magic parents.. i thought it 
was just a mistake in book 2 but now it was like a big deal that 
harry was a halfblood- but he isn't is he?

*thanks for listening adn if you could please answer the Q's I posed 
in this post bc they are driving me crazy!*

"kfc 4588"