[HPforGrownups] Snape's Worst Memory

[Kemper]

No: HPFGUIDX 150664

steven1965aaa wrote:
> Having reflected a little more after reading these posts, I think the
> really significant question is why Snape is concerned to prevent Harry
> from seeing this particular memory.  Any thoughts?
>

Kemper now:
It is the only seen in any of the books where we see Snape verbally
abuse Harry's mom.  He never does it.

We know (or think we know) prior to the scene that Snape and James had
conflict.  It is know real surprise when we read the scene that Snape
and James have conflict (the surprise is the instigator).  I have no
doubt that there were many similar scenes in Snape's memory that
include James as instigator and him humiliated in some way.  More
memories than the other two placed in the Pensieve.

I'm not saying that Snape liked-liked Lily.  I don't know one way or
the other.  But I think at the very least he respected and maybe
admired her school/work ethic.

Snape in Occulemency says something to the effect that one's
memories/feelings can be used against them by the Dark Lord.  Maybe
this is one of those memories for Snape in which it led him to the
Dark Side, and it is *this* reason that it's his worst memory.

-Kemper