I Just Don't Get This. Seriously, I Don't/Admin.'s Apology
msbeadsley
msbeadsley at yahoo.com
Wed Oct 8 17:21:59 UTC 2003
Sigh. I owe a couple of people apologies. And not the fulsome kind.
I misinterpreted what Jenny said; while I thought she was being
provoked and having a case of sour grapes about not getting an elf
hat, instead she was miffed that she had made a genuine offer of
useful (as she has quals) assistance in the face of apparent need and
it was, as far as she could tell, utterly ignored. Not only did she
not flame me for misconstruing what she said, she has been absolutely
darling off-list; I'm now trying to talk her into starting a Harry
Potter role-playing group with me and she's not throwing pie in my
face or anything, and gracefully overlooked my offer of an apology.
Thank you, Jenny, and I'm sorry.
After an exchange of several emails, Cindy has now blocked my ability
to communicate with her off-list (and suggested anything further I
had to say be said here. If my goal was truly to get her to
reconsider, to reframe, recent events, then it appears I failed. And
if my motives were, even in part, baser (and I fear that to some
degree this is true), then shame on me; as neither of the people I
dissed elected to chew me out (nor did the powers that be), I shall
have to do it myself, to the extent which feels educational. No fun,
but nothing new. Welcome to the human race, me. Again.) As far as I
can tell, Cindy perceives that I simply attacked her, unfairly and
without provocation. I doubt that anything else got through. That is
not an acceptable outcome to me, for while I am not *unwilling* to
offend (who, me?), I try not to have it be about target practice.
Cindy: what I wanted to provoke you to was thought, to seeing things
differently, and I didn't do that. I suspect I did something very
different. I'm sorry. You *were* right. And I was, well...wrong.
Sandy, muttering, "'Nuff said, already."
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